Currently Listening An Inch of Gold for an Inch of Time By The Number Twelve Looks Like You If these Bullets could talk. see related

dead xanga dead.

craig

keeps

this

for

the

memories

remember?>

so i can

remember me?

www.myspace.com/xtheeyes

Currently Listening The Ugly Organ By Cursive Bloody Murderer see related

so for valentines day evelyn made me a mix cd...and this is my fave song on it...makes me think of her....

"Playing Favorites"

i guess the most that i can do
is make a call and tell you the truth
sing the words in melody
and hope that you'll believe me
here's another song for you
so this one this one makes two
i still don't know where to begin
i'll just leave it at this

i'm sure you always feel my eyes on you
but i hope that you will never feel unwanted

[chorus:]
wait for me to move out west
it's ok if you don't
i hope you know
you're my favorite thing
about the west coast
i wish i stayed
i hope you wait
so here i am
counting down the days
till california comes

this is the least that i can do
you know i'm bad at calling you
the best way i can extend
the lonely words i miss you
i'll say it but i'm sure you knew
you're what i look most forward to
coming back to where i've been
i'll just leave it at this

i'm sure you always feel my eyes on you
but i hope that you will never feel unwanted
if you feel unwanted

[chorus x2:]
wait for me to move out west
it's ok if you don't
i hope you know
you're my favorite thing
about the west coast
i wish i stayed
i hope you wait
so here i am
counting down the days
till california comes

till california comes

even though neither of us is from cali....the sentiment and all...

good song....

fucking myspace.....argh...

yep i dont get on here ne more....thinkin about deleting it...possibly

but and update on my life would be....

i go out with the most amazing girl in the world...Evelyn Sievert!!!<3
she makes me feel the greatest ive ever felt...honestly...every time i see her its like my heart grows wings...i cant even describe it shes so amazing....

spent valentines day with her...
cooked dinner and brought it to her house in a picnic basket
and made her a card with a bunch of <3's on it and x's and o's
then i sang her two songs i learned just for her 'run' by snow patrol and 'wonderwall' by oasis
o and i got her some flowers too tiger lilies which suprisingly turned out to be her fave....hoorah
she made me an amazing picture collage
and some mix cds
and got me a rose
and an awesome card entirely in spanish i dont even speak spanish...haha...but i loved that it was in spanish
and some delicious choco pretzels

and the rest of the night we cuddled

and it was AMAZING!!!!!!!!<3

and the last part of my update is i was going to see mewithoutyou in philly but then the fuckin snow killed that and that saddened me...but o well....it was gonna be a potluck to so i would of been able to eat with aaron weiss and the other band members...shucks...i made cookies too....they were good...yumm

so in conclusion evelyn makes my heart flutter<3

I <3 HER!!!!!!!

Currently Listening Catch for Us the Foxes By Mewithoutyou My Exit, Unfair see related

yesterday was my birthday

hoorah

today is my party/get to gether thing....then a concert

hoorah

life is awesome

Currently Listening The Second Hand Stopped By Odd Project see related

An Autumn Morning

by me

somewhere right now an enviroment is dying,
sobbing discolored leafs into the turning wind,
apendages once so strong now devolve to fragile limbs,
i tread footsteps across theis grave yard of our last season,
ive come to join the massacre because i know what it feels like to stand so tall and bright,
only to fall with little or no fight,
i may have come here for sympathy,
or a slow and desperate end to misery,
maybe im like u and want it all but quite simply havent the slightest idea wat to do,

today i scream,
i sob into the ficklest blanket of leafs
only to have it swallowed or rather cancelled out by the silently cryin trees,
my brothers like u arent very comforting,
do u remember car rides where id say 'this should never end'?
i meant it then and quickly say it again,
return to me niavity,
these eyes have seen to much
take them back
becuase everyime they fall on u my heart clumsily does a 'flutter flip'
like a fall onto the neck
i am paralyzed
and all i kan do is turn away and avoid ur eyes
ignore ur song like its overplayed
drown it out with the fictional thoughts of strength
i collase among the redest pile of leafs,
beneath a sobbing willow tree
she will hold me like i still wish u did
and would
but when u approach ill cleverly play dead
so ill never have to hear the words u should of said

'i dont know ne more its like when i see u my chest it sinks and my skin tightens combined with the fact i cant breathe u know what would u do?the exact same thing ur no better then me,i miss u so much i dont think i can wait untill next spring to live again'

BURN DOWN THIS SEASON/SCATTER MY HEART INTO THE WIND/HANG ME FROM A TREE/SO AUTUMN CAN PULL ME DOWN LIKE A LEAF/THEN U CAN TREAD ACROSS ME/ WITH LITTLE OR NO ACKNOLEDGEMENT OF MY FEELINGS/I WONT FORGET U............